Thursday, February 23, 2012

Dawn


Dawn
From blackest night to pale blue morn,
anticipation high in her throat,
choking back her lucent breath.
Each blink brighter than the last.
Each glimpse lighter than the first.
With an aching throb
she crept over the jagged horizon.
Stillest breath and glistening branch,
stiff in your frozen landscape
of diamonded dresses
and crystal cloaks.

Feel not her warm breath
until her burning gaze parts asunder
the cloudy barrier
betwixt our world and hers.
Rise up from the deadening world
of nightmares and ghosts.
Grasp onto her trailing rays
of hope and forgiveness.
Shake off the binding chains
of mistakes and regret
that encumber your spirit,
keeping you from living
from loving.

Peel back the drapes that hang heavy
across yesterday’s eyes.
Open up the cage of ribboned bones
and let loose the drooping bird that hangs there
pleading for her warm breath,
pleading for a new morn.
Unclasp your hands and let fall
the ashes of yesterday and watch
as the chains of sin and sorrow
crumble into the very dust
that blows from your quivering hands.

Exhale.
Exhale the pain that lingers
in the cavern of your chest.

Rise.
Rise with the dawn.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Patience

I read a talk today that Elder Neal A. Maxwell gave at BYU in 1979. He spoke on patience, something I thought I was a recent expert on, but as I read I realized that, like all great attributes, acquiring patience is an on-going process. We don't just get patience and are done with it, we need to continue to strengthen it and let it grow within all aspects of our lives. I just wanted to share a few quotes that really touched my heart and hit home with me; ok more than a few. The greatest thing I learned is that patience can change our attitude on life. I've felt as if I have been in a rut lately, not really progressing or digressing, just not moving. It's been frustrating, but now understanding that patience can help the doldrum hours of life has been a bright light in my otherwise drab days. As Elder Maxwell said, now is the time for me to reflect and prepare for the things to come. Be excited for this time to look back on where you have been and what you have learned. Life doesn't need to always be one big mess of craziness. Enjoy the quiet times and just love it all.

"Patience means caring very much but being willing, nevertheless to submit to the Lord and to what the scriptures call the 'process of time'"

"One is not only to endure, but to endure well and gracefully those things which the Lord 'seeth fit to inflict upon [us]'"

"Sometimes that which we are doing is correct enough but simple needs to be persisted in patiently, not for a minute or a moment but sometimes for years."

"When we are unduly impatient, we are, in effect, trying to hasten an outcome when this kind of acceleration would be to abuse agency."

"Patience is a willingness, in a sense, to watch the unfolding purposes of God with a sense of wonder and awe"

"...the seeming flat periods of life give us a blessed chance to reflect upon what is past as well as to be readied for some rather stirring climbs ahead. Instead of grumbling and murmuring, we should be consolidation and reflecting..."

"Patience helps us to use, rather than to protest, these seeming flat periods of life, becoming filled with quiet wonder over the past and with anticipation for that which may lie ahead, instead of demeaning the particular flatness through which we may be passing at the time. We should savor even the seemingly ordinary times, for life cannot be made up all of kettledrums and crashing cymbals."

"patience permits us to cling to our faith in the Lord when we are tossed about by suffering as if by surf. When the undertow grasps us, we will realize that even as we tumble we are somehow being carried forward; we are actually being helped even as we cry for help."



"Patience" by Elder Neal A. Maxwell

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Jars

I entered into a writing competition last month, I didn't win but I was a semi-finalist! Figured I would post the poem, and the link with the "honorable mention" - http://mormonartist.net/2012/01/mormon-lit-blitz-finalists/ (I'm just a small name in a small paragraph but hey, it's my name!)




Jars
Jars
Jars that sit empty
Jars that sit full
Full of candies
Full of paint
Full of brushes

Jars
Some with lids
Some without
Ones that sit pell-mell
across the shelves
A room full of jars

Jars to collect
mementos of the past
Jars to reflect
on treasures of the heart
Jars
All once full of peaches
pears
plums
All once full of juices
jellies
jams

Jars that
Grandmother’s wrinkled, arthritic hands
have washed for years  Jars that have seen
seasons of fruit
seasons of frost
and passed through so many hands
Hands of sisters
Hands of mothers
Hands of aunts
and hands of others

Jars that hold the echoes
of August conversations
Jars which come to finally sit
upon these shelves
to be filled with objects of forgetting
and objects of remembering

A jar of thread
A jar of scissors
A jar with a spider, enclosed in the glass
A jar with a flashlight, standing upright
Jars once regal in their purpose
once lovingly filled
now stand
oddly placed along the shelves
catching the waning light of autumn
dwindling to mere decoration