Sunday, March 25, 2012

Breath of Night


Have you ever stepped outside for a moment or two in the late hours of the night, stood in the middle of the road and did nothing but breathe? What greater moment can you find than this? Where you can sit down in the witching hour, breathe and just be? Where you can unwind the stress and cares of a world that is aching for a better tomorrow? Life halts for those few short hours in the dead of night when almost every soul has collapsed into their beds of weariness. Begging for a moment’s rest from the burdens and woes of life.

If you ever find yourself awake in those sleepy hours go step outside. Watch the air pulse with the throbbing sensation that there is more to that dismal street than eerie shadows and frightening noises.

Breathe the cold air that enters in chill as nightmares
But escapes from your cracking lips white as mist
Your head feels heavy upon your shoulders, your neck groaning from its weight
Your legs ache to keep moving but stand
Stand still and breathe

Breathe in the pain of yesterday
Deep and hollow in your gut
As the air moans with the hush of slumber
Black noise quakes about your aching limbs
My chest has not felt this full
But it is not full of love and yearning
It is full of being
Full of life and needing
Waiting for that unexpected burst of letting go
Of remission
Of submission
Of power, the desire to move on to start anew
Of courage, to believe in yourself and trust those you love

Step out of yourself
Step out of that carcass that stands there in the street
Fading away into the depths of the universe
Watch it crumble into the corners of blackness
Resolve to let go of the day
And embrace the first breath of tomorrow

Fall in love with the night
And the morning it promises

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Amelia, you are one of the most amazing and talented persons I know; don't let anyone (yourself included) tell you otherwise. I'm rooting (and praying too of course) for you! :)