It always tends to be very late when I feel like writing. Half the time I don't even know what I want to write about, I just want to. I should just start giving myself topics or subjects and write each night, but I'm too tired to think of anything specifically at the moment.
Life has been just grand lately. Very full and busy, I am working around 30 hours a week, loving my job and the people I have met. It is the daily customers that make it all worth while. Knowing that I can expect to see them come in on Thursday nights for cheap soda refills, and planning and seeing others in the Subway line for lunch. Everyone I work with is just fabulous too. A couple of us have had a quips but I try my hardest to get things resolved so that work isn't loathsome.
I'm also finally back in school full time. I hate admitting to new acquaintances that I was out of commission for a year and a half because I feel like their opinion of me will shoot down. I imagine them thinking that I must have not been responsible enough or that I still am not. Let's be honest, I wasn't ready for school, but I am now. Does that make me a bad person though? Does that make me less of an adult now? I'm trying and I think that is all that matters. At least I didn't take myself out of the game.
Speaking of school- I love it. I love getting dressed up, all ready to learn and acting like a student. It is so much fun for me to walk around on campus with my backpack and headphones in. Some days I still feel like a little girl playing dress-up. The big fake glasses have added to my fun these last few weeks. I tell people I wear them so that everyone will take me more seriously, but honestly I think people take me less seriously in them. It's fun :) My favorite part about a new semester is getting new notebooks and pens. I have flashbacks of watching You've Got Mail and wondering what a bouquet of pencils would look like and what tape really smells like. I get nostalgic in the bookstore and wish I could just buy the whole place and have an absolutely wonderful study room all to myself with drawers full of school supplies all organized excessively. Everything in its own place all sectioned out and tucked neatly away.
Beyond school and work life is good. So many fun things to do with my friends and roommates and a lovely visit from my family this week. I will miss them when they go, but getting homework done will be a bit easier :)
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